Picks from my diary....

Oct 25, 2007

Today I realized that I have almost nothing in my bank account. I do not know what has been happening and what has eaten up all the money. It has been about 7 months now that I have joined this new job. Initially, I hoped that I will make more money but seems everything is almost useless. I kept thinking this for some time, trying to figure out who should I blame for an empty bank account. It turned out that none other than me. What a pity! I would have been happier if someone else did it for me so that I could at least shout at him/her. This would have made me at least be free of the guilt that I have not done anything wrong. OHHH migod!!! From where do I bring money?? Should I do some part time business? With these limited assets, I can only buy a thela and sell bananas. This is not a bad work except that it has very low returns. Then I think of doing some junk work from home kind of stuff, but then before these things start giving me money, they want me to give them money. How foolish of them!

I have to ask Mr. Arora what the heck was call forwarding? Why have I been charged so much for it?

I am tired of paying bills…I really want to be relieved from this business. I wish there was some system in which government provides everything, something similar to communism. Just imagine a world in which there is no bill to pay, no bank account to keep, and no investments to make, all you get from government is some cash for miscellaneous expenses. Rest of the basic requirements like food, house, schooling of children, clothes for the family are provided by government and are limited to some amount. The arrangement seems quite practical. And the amount of cash paid is fixed and you cannot have any bank account so it is just enough for you to be spent in each month. In fact no one is allowed to save. Some additional benefits of this system is zero corruption, no thieves, no poverty, no cash accumulation so no dons, no reason to be greedy so no crime!!! Wow, I m a genius really….

This is the world we could have made for ourselves. But even if I have this idea of peaceful life this will never be a reality. Thats because all the powerful people are greedy and they will exercise all their powers to keep peace out of system because they cannot live in peace. They want everyone to struggle so that they can satisfy their ego by winning them over.