Post covid era and coping mechnics
Covid has brought a new era at homes. I always thought that drastic things can happen if people are in a pressure cooker for long periods of time like this. But unlike my expectations, this hasn't happened. No one is jumping off their balcony, no one has murdered her husband, no kids have ran away. People strangely enough stuck together. Have you ever felt like being in a jail? every thing is closed and stuck. God is behaving strangely. Concentration is flimsy. even 10 seconds is heavy. I am also an entrepreneur, so I am lonely while working too. Husband is exhausted of me, he already hates my decisions and doubts my capabilities. Mother is deeply disappointed with me. She thinks that even the political situation in country, her health, poor taste of food, idiotic helps, bad weather, failed relatives, loss in finances etc. etc. is because of me. She feels that while I could have been all powerful, who could have helped her in the gruelling thing that life is in general. But I have...