Picks from diary II
November 8, 2007
Mind is disturbed slightly. I don’t know why. There are few things I always hate to face. I hate recovering money that I have to recover, I hate to listen harsh things about myself, I hate it when efforts do not reflect in results. These are the things, I always want to see happening automatically.
It is a painful process to ask for money from insurance guys. I sometimes wonder why we have it at all when they are of no help anyway.
I also dislike it when I am not interacting with many people. I have to accept that I love to be exchanging thoughts all the time with people. Of course, it is a terrible task to find people with whom you can do this. Orkut has been of no help either, coming to this realization I have chosen to remove all my pictures from that album, which I used as bait to bring more friends to myself. But I realized it wasn’t working any way. I finally thought I should give up and remove pictures from there. Assessment at workplace is another thing I really hate. I have never got awesome remarks which I always desire. I really want to put my foot on this trend. But how? My mind has become solid and nothing is coming out of the deliberation. I have to find a way to somehow make a difference.
The field that I have chosen for myself is so slow and the channel through which I have to make progress is unbelievably unclear. I mean, I have made some attempts to ask some people in company to know what can be my possible next step? But no breakthrough in this understanding has been made so far. How lunatic the situation is that the HR also doesn’t seem to know how am I to progress. I fail to understand if it will be a good idea to stick to a similar profile or I deserve a change.
Mind is disturbed slightly. I don’t know why. There are few things I always hate to face. I hate recovering money that I have to recover, I hate to listen harsh things about myself, I hate it when efforts do not reflect in results. These are the things, I always want to see happening automatically.
It is a painful process to ask for money from insurance guys. I sometimes wonder why we have it at all when they are of no help anyway.
I also dislike it when I am not interacting with many people. I have to accept that I love to be exchanging thoughts all the time with people. Of course, it is a terrible task to find people with whom you can do this. Orkut has been of no help either, coming to this realization I have chosen to remove all my pictures from that album, which I used as bait to bring more friends to myself. But I realized it wasn’t working any way. I finally thought I should give up and remove pictures from there. Assessment at workplace is another thing I really hate. I have never got awesome remarks which I always desire. I really want to put my foot on this trend. But how? My mind has become solid and nothing is coming out of the deliberation. I have to find a way to somehow make a difference.
The field that I have chosen for myself is so slow and the channel through which I have to make progress is unbelievably unclear. I mean, I have made some attempts to ask some people in company to know what can be my possible next step? But no breakthrough in this understanding has been made so far. How lunatic the situation is that the HR also doesn’t seem to know how am I to progress. I fail to understand if it will be a good idea to stick to a similar profile or I deserve a change.
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