Picks from my diary III

30 May 2008, place: Vadodara Airport, time: 7 pm

It’s been quite a long time that I have written anything, mainly because I thought I will not write any more. Till now there has been little progress in my life. I also have some thoughts about my boss….he has suddenly transformed to pathetic nincompoop. I do not know if he realizes this or not but certainly he behaves as spineless on umpteen occasions and is quite bad in terms of aggressive decision making. Aggressive preplanning is totally absent in his life and because of this he makes everyone suffer who depends on his decision including subordinates and his family (my extrapolation).

There is handsome guy sitting in front of me who is not paying me any heed. I am feeling quite bad about this.

Any way more important is to understand in detail, how he is making everyone suffer. He wants me to come back to this silly plant for doing almost nothing. I will hardly learn any shit here, which anyway I do not care. I can only hope that I make some decent change in my place next year. I will seriously like to go somewhere else to live, maybe Haridwar or some other city which is much better place compared with Delhi. Anyway, I am not benefited by the good things about Delhi.

Shit, he still not looking here…I am really angry now.

Mamma is feeling quite bad about me not staying with her all these days and the fact that I may have to come again to Varodara. Thank god, that hotel refused to give any money back on the hotel booking amount on cancellation to my boss and is virtually forcing him to take a holiday now. How nice! There must be more such hotels. This was good for all, including me.

I will like to solve some mock this weekend to get an impetus to prepare more rigorously. I am quite confident of giving yet another shabby performance in this one too.