mixed up....
well, I had to think for a few min before I decided to write something…no its not that I have nothing happening in life recently, but because I don’t know how to think about it...i think i should be happy but instead, it is some obscure feeling. I have recently got an admit and I am feeling that oh ab toh panda padega…after a long time really...wonders what fear can do...Job has been so kind that it was manageable without much maghai.
Oh by the way, some friends of mine are so cool that I am jealous. they do more than me but without much running around. Sometimes I feel like shouting at them to better get serious, but deep in my heart I am aware that they will sort it out without a sacrifice. Its unbelievable how there are always some people around to make you feel like a complete idiot. Anyway, I am planning to ignore any such existences now and relax.
Mother is away from home and I am home alone to be adventurous and to makediscoveries/inventions. I got my make over done, planted flowers, cooked chicken and mutton, watched eng movies back to back, drank wine in sis's company and have not switched on the TV except for big boss (which has also become skip worthy recently, my advice: TV should get rusted now or else I'll hastily dip it into water if its not getting enough moisture).
I was also thinking of the money this school is going to charge me…I just realized might have to pay through my nose for it…hopefully some bank will oblige me.
Oh by the way, some friends of mine are so cool that I am jealous. they do more than me but without much running around. Sometimes I feel like shouting at them to better get serious, but deep in my heart I am aware that they will sort it out without a sacrifice. Its unbelievable how there are always some people around to make you feel like a complete idiot. Anyway, I am planning to ignore any such existences now and relax.
Mother is away from home and I am home alone to be adventurous and to makediscoveries/inventions. I got my make over done, planted flowers, cooked chicken and mutton, watched eng movies back to back, drank wine in sis's company and have not switched on the TV except for big boss (which has also become skip worthy recently, my advice: TV should get rusted now or else I'll hastily dip it into water if its not getting enough moisture).
I was also thinking of the money this school is going to charge me…I just realized might have to pay through my nose for it…hopefully some bank will oblige me.
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